Time of the loneliness

Yes, I know what you do, you act for us.
But I lack you in so many hours,
Lover!
Carefully only I say this word, as I did not trust to the peace, still not?!
And I got to know, it goes for you there like me?
Seriously?
You have found out mistrust in many years
to the past years, without me.
Has felt like I coarseness and falseness!
I am happy and contented, late, with you, only with you!