With exhaustion and with strength fill up

Back of old notes

feels well enough

to take up my new thoughts.

Copied and shown

if only the today's ideas are visible.

Since what it uses to me, former over and over again

to have before eyes?

It could rob me of the strength, again

I lost years ago already once.

You do not know about how laborious it was

to renew me, some bewildering

(also thoughts of HIM belonged to it, so much.)

to formulate anew and differently.

These would be for you "lines more fully Nothing".
Absurdly: with these 3 words you give me opportunity to make fun me about yourself.