Whether should one read it?

If "Blood Ties" contain this what I think,
if I certainly avoid reading the book.
But I cannot judge about lines
she wrote
I do not know yet.
It would be a curiosity, not melancholy
not grief and nobody "behind the facade look"
since:
I have drawn to me long ago a picture
with all many different ones
Information
they keep the scales with bad and good
this is with other people also -
it is not to me to to condemn
if one backgrounds neither know
still wants to understand.
Expressions can be deceptive
but not for longer time away,
since you did not need
to be deceptive
as if you managed with the fact, that one you
wistfully knows.
If eyes the spot on him
Table seem to search
if you change in my image again into the child what the mother searches
and she living does not find any more.