I never knew it was possible
to feel so much pain
because of so much love.
I figured I'll deal with
the loneliness and the separation
but it's so hard.
I miss you and you miss me.
Why can't it just be simple?
Why does it have to be difficult?
Yes, I get to see you more
soon.
Every day if we want.
But next year
and the year after that
I'll have friends but I won't have you.
You're the one person
who brings out my good side
and aids my ambitions.
When I am sad and alone
you're there.
Sometimes in person, sometimes on the phone.
Hearing your voice
soothes me and comforts me.
It's hard to think I won't be hearing it every day.
I know you feel the same pain
but I think
you can cope better.
Clearly, I don't want us to
forget each other.
But I also don't want to feel constant pain.
It's pathetic how my emotions
take over.
I know I can't cry myself to sleep each night.
I know we need to live our lives
both separate and intertwined.
But I think I just need time.
To get used to things
To recognize the change
And to tell my heart that it's going to be okay.
Alle Rechte an diesem Beitrag liegen beim Autoren. Der Beitrag wurde auf e-Stories.org vom Autor eingeschickt Maddiie Vali.
Veröffentlicht auf e-Stories.org am 29.05.2013.
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